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------ Assalamualaikum ------

TALK LIKE NOBODY HEARS,

ACT LIKE NOBODY CARES,

THIS IS HOW PATHETIC I AM,

FOR ALL THE TIME,

I KEEP LOSING EVERYTHING THAT I HAVE,

BEFORE I COULD START IT PROPERLY.

EVERYTHING JUST WENT RUINED COMPLETELY,

I MEAN COMPLETELY,

IT'S JUST NO MATTER HOW MUCH I PUT ALL MY BEST IN IT,

THE RESULT WILL BE REMAINED THE SAME,

OR LIKE NOW EXACTLY...

MY DREAM COUNTRIES ON MY LIST

----- Assalamualaikum -----

Annyeonghaseyo and hello guys

Hari ni aku balik dengan cerita baru selepas last post aku 2 hari yang lepas

asyik bajet guna english je kan, hari ni aku tulis dalam malay pulak...tapi bukannya sebab apa, aku selalu guna english sebab nak improve aku punya english skills...sebab aku tau, ilmu yang aku ada ni pun tersangatlah sedikit...apa2 pun jangan pikir yang bukan2 ye ><

So, cerita apa aku nak kongsi dengan semua?

kali ni aku nak cerita pasal negara idaman yang aku nak pergi, keke

bagi yang kenal baik dengan aku pasti tau kan? kalau tak tau pun tak pe sebab tak penting pun

okay sebenarnya aku ada dua tempat yang aku nak pegi sangat2 kalau ada peluang

First tu mesti la >>>>>>>>>>>> SOUTH KOREA

sebab apa? sebab aku nak jumpa MBLAQ la kan especially G.O

macam la boleh jumpa la kan *dalam mimpi kau boleh la aina

lagi pun korea ni satu negara yang cantik and aku teringin sangat2 nak melawat sana

permandangan dia memang, fuh lawa beb! tapi aku tak nafikan yang Malaysia pun ada banyak tempat yang menarik selepas aku mengikuti kursus "We Are The Host" minggu lepas. Sebenarnya aku nak menyimpang sikit dari landasan. Harap jangan marah ><

Selepas aku sertai kursus tu, aku rasa macam aku dah jumpa cita-cita aku...even aku ni budak sains tulen, tapi aku tak nak berkerja dalam bidang tu nanti, sebab aku tak minat..doktor jangan cakap la, aku memang fobia tengok darah banyak...tapi macam mana la kan aku boleh tersesat masuk aliran tu? sebab dia satu je, aku memang betul2 tak minat akaun nak dibandingkan dengan sains tulen...that's why la aku terpaksa jugak masuk aliran sains tulen sebab sekolah aku ada 2 aliran je...agak sedih la jugak...aku nak tukar sekolah mak aku pulak tak bagi...entah la, apa yang aku tau, sekarang ni aku dah selamat duduk dalam kelas tu...nak cakap apa lagi kan ==

sebenarnya aku dah tetapkan cita2 yang aku nak kerja dengan industri pelancongan...silap2 boleh pegi melancong free...aku nak jadi Tourist Guide...boleh belajar and mahir banyak bahasa...kan best tu? ><

apa pun balik kepada sebab lain kenapa aku nak pergi korea tadi..kalau sebab first aku nak jumpa MBLAQ and G.O...kedua pula sebab aku nak pergi borong kedai music dekat sana, nak beli album2 MBLAQ...tapi masalahnya aku dah semua album MBLAQ...tapi maybe untuk new releases kan? kalau tak pon pergi borong merchandise...best jugak kalau macam tu....bukannya apa, kalau order dekat local online shop ni agak pricey la sikit sebab diorang pun nak ambil untung jugak..kalau beli terus dari sana kan lagi murah ^0^

Next let's move on to the second place

Korang rasa aku nak pergi mana? pilihan aku mesti la >>>>>>>>>>> JAPAN

sebab aku sama je...aku nak borong MBLAQ punya japanese albums...dah la japanese releases mahal sebab dia punya cukai tu la..bila purchase online, lagi la mahal

kalau pergi sana boleh purchase banyak version and harga dia pun tak la mahal mana sebab straight dari jepun...lagi pun MBLAQ punya japanese release semuanya including photocard..aku ni dalam usaha mengumpul photocard la

Aku rasa setakat ni je kot cerita aku...aku ada la cerita2 lain yang nak aku cerita..tapi nanti2 la kan

So, stay tuned ye

Annyeong hi gaseyo and keep your smile always :) 

NEW TARGET/GOAL

< Assalamualaikum >

Annyeonghaseyo and hello guys ^^ 

today i'm back with a new post after my last post on yesterday..isn't weird right? 

this is so not my true self since i used to be a lazy one when it comes to update blog, LOL XDDD

did u notice what? *something's fishy over here

it's nothing really...it's just i have changed my alignment style of writting

i'm kinda boring with that old style and i'm trying to write from left instead of starting it from center like usually 

but why you're making a big fuss over it? keke

nevermind, just want to inform you i'm not that okay all the time since i love to play a lot ><

so, what's the real thing for today's topic actually?

okay, back to the main point...i just want to share with all of you for my target/goal for my MBLAQ's collection...do you still remember that i have reached my goal last time?

*cricket voice

but it's okay since i'm still have it on my mind so clearly ^0^

so today, i came back with a new target/goal to share for upcoming month and year

here we go, let's get start now

1. MBLAQ's 2014 Season's Greeting

for this, i'm not really sure since there is no information regarding this item yet 

i've been waiting for this since november but as you can see now...I'M STILL WAITING 

2. MBLAQ's BLAQ% Tour In Japan DVD

wooo...my wallet is bleeding enough to get this

you know, japanese release is always much expensive than korean one

it's two times more pricey from DVD of korean version *sob sob

hope that i'll be able to make it real soon since i can't bear with this long waiting period to do so T____T

3. MBLAQ's Mona Lisa Japanese Version Album (Normal Edition)

FYI, i have for both Type A and B for this album

but i'm going to purchase for this version too because of the photocard

in the deep of my heart, i really want to have that Type C which is only available in Japan :(

that version is so beautiful even though Type B is my favourite version

4. MBLAQ's Baby U! Album (Limited Edition Type B)

actually i've been falling into a deep thought  for many times just to choose which version that i should buy the most since it came with Type A, B, C and Normal Edition

so as you can see here, i ended on choosing this type more although i'm planning to buy all versions for next time

i'd have it on my list but i'm not going to make a move toward that yet

need to make my economy becomes much stable yet and i will be purchasing other versions of this album along with MBLAQ's Your Luv Type A

although i have watched all the DVD's from these versions, but still i need to own these copies myself

this is how i show my love and support to my favourite and ultimate group

5. MBLAQ's Baby U! Album (Normal Edition)

i'm going to buy another copy of this album because of the photocard although i'd have one in my collection now

6.  MBLAQ's Mona Lisa Album

i want to rebuy this album because there is some defect for my album 

i'm really upset with it

so, i have made up my mind to get this one too next

7.  MBLAQ's Y Album

if i feel upset and annoy enough with my Mona Lisa album last time,

and this is what i upset THE MOST

because of what?

because my Y album got so many scratches on it

as a responsible seller, they should wrap the album with a lot of bubble wrap

to keep the album in safe and good condition before it arrives to their customer since anything might happen during the shipping time

THEY SHOULD AWARE OF IT IN THE FIRST PLACE

i have so many regrets about this *sigh

8. MBLAQ's BLAQ Memories Best In Korea Album (Normal Edition)

the same reason goes to this album as well although i have for Type A already

it's because of the photocard ><

and it comes with 40 pages of photobook

maybe if i have for extra money, i'll try to buy for Type B too because it comes with another special photobook and MBLAQ's silver nameplate

so yeah, that's all my goal for now...i really hope that i'm being able to make it becomes real soon...actually i'm thinking of making my birthday haul for next year..but everything is still in my planning yet...i need to survey my budget first to do so...yeah, let's see on how i'm going to handle this, keke...i heard a rumour that MBLAQ will make their comeback on January next year..i don't know wether this is true or not since Mir is the one who told fans about this...hopefully, it'll be true :)

i think that i should stop now since i got some works to do

my last words, G.Ood Luck and FIGHTING to me ><

Annyeong hi gaseyo ~ pyeong

continue to smile, okay? :)

MY TRUE FEELINGS

----- Assalamualaikum -----

Annyeonghaseyo and hello guys :)

it's been a while since my last post, right?

the actual reason is because i'm so lazy to write anything...morever, i have no topic to talk about

but for today, i'd have one

but i'm not going to reveal everything regarding this

i don't know, but this is how i do feel about

after considering over these years..either for current or past

i really want to go back to 2012 the most

i love this year very much

so many things happened

everything was perfect on this year

this year was definitely G.O's year

suck, i miss 2012 badly T________T

started with MBLAQ's comeback, their follow stage, G.O's cameo, G.O's drama, MBLAQ's tour, their variety shows, G.O's winning in Immortal Song 2, G.O's collaboration, G.O's appearance as male lead actor in Ailee's MV, G.O's hairstyles which I LOVE THE MOST especially his blonde hair and his haircut from Ailee's MV

i'm not saying that i don't like his haircut now

but still, i love those two hairstyles the most

i wish i can turn back the time

his haircut collection in 2012 seriously the best ones

i love every single of them

i can't even put into words how much i miss this year

G.O is my ultimate bias, so i really want THE BEST for him

he deserves much attention and recognition more than he did now

i'm not saying this because i'm a hardcore fan of him, but he's really a great namja

he succeed on touching my heart with his beautiful and emotional voice instead of having such a powerful vocal

he attracted me with his handsome and cute face ♥♥♥

he gave me many enjoyful moments by his sense of humour

he never failed to impress me with his abilities in composing songs and acting 

and he's very a well-mannered guy

so what's more do you want to ask from him?

HE'S JUST SIMPLY FLAWLESS

i always hope that may everything goes well him 

although i know that sometimes, things don't really happen according to what we wanted in the first place

but there was a fact that hurted me the most even until now

the fact that G.O is suffering from NARCELOPSY DISODER

yaa...i'm totally went speechless about this :(

and this is THE SADDEST THING ever T______T

i hope that everything will be alright for him, he has gone through so many hardships before

i'm not going to say what it is actually since this is a very sensitive topic *sorry but i can't tell you the real thing

but when i got to know him better, about his past and current life

i've a very better understanding of him, more than anyone else because i put my focus only for him

maybe some people don't really care or notice it, but i do

even from small things until the biggest ones, i'd care all of them

although he's my ultimate bias, i never have the thought or dreaming of marrying him

it's because i always know who i am and this is so impossible to happen

he's korean, and i'm malaysian..you can tell the different just by looking at it...and he doesn't even know me XDDD

all i want is for him to be happy

i mean for his TRUE HAPPINESS since many bad things happened to him

i hate when he's in sad condition because i'll feel the same thing too

HE'S A STRONG MAN

for being able to grin his teeth, continue to smile, make jokes and keep going despite his hardness all this time

i'm so proud of you G.O oppa and i want you to acknowledge that, arasso?

so, for upcoming seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks, months and years

I HOPE ALL THE BEST FOR YOU ^^

i appreciate all your hard works and efforts all the time

you have done a very very G.Ood job until now...well done oppa

then, please do me a favor

to always have that lively side within yourself and please keep your beautiful smile always

even though there is no one for you, you must bear these words of mine in your mind :

I always and will always love and support you with all of my heart

but don't worry since there many G.Orgeous out there ><

lastly, G.Ood Luck and FIGHTING oppa!!! :D
사랑 해요 <333

G.O'S PHOTO #3

G.O'S PHOTOS #2

Handsome Yet Dorky Namja XDD

<3 <3 <3

G.O'S PHOTO 1#

PLEASE DON'T T_____________T

        such a sad day..gloomy day

i'm trying my best to not thinking about this

but someone has brought that issue back

my heart just can't be help, it just feel sadder than it was

i wish i could stay strong, but i can't do it anymore

i may look strong outside, but i'm so sensitive inside

maybe people don't really know this fact despite of my playful character, cheerful character and also since i love to joke a lot

now, i'm just too afraid...and so tired of getting hurt again

too many things happened..it's just me who knows it

all people that i love always leave me

even since before

one of the reasons why i don't really want to be close with anyone

because it hurts me too much when they leave me 

and it's hurting me more when i know that they will leave me soon

time has passed quickly..just left 1 year already before they will leave me for real

i always hope that thing will always stay this way

but i know, it will just happen in my dream

i thought i have found my true happiness, but sadly it just for a while

only in this short time

i wish it can be longer that it was...i really really wish it

i dont know what to think anymore

my heart was totally broken into pieces 

it drives me nuts whenever i think about it

i also hate when i know that i can't do what people too

i couldn't bear to wait for that day to come

seriously, i don't even want it to happen anyways

this one is too much for me to handle

this sorrow heart of mine..please be okay T___T

LOVE WHAT I LOVE, NOT LOVE WHAT PEOPLE LOVE

Annyeonghaseyo and G.Ood Morning since now is 3.20 in the morning already ><

so, how are you? hope that you're always fine

it had been a long time since my last update because i'm so lazy to update my blog XD

wonder what i would like to tell to you guys this time? *just hearing the wind blow, lol

however, it's okay because i will write this one even though there is no one to read it *poor soul

actually my topic this time is about the only kpop group that i love

it's MBLAQ 

in last June, finally they have made their comeback after 1 years and half

so, what do i feel about it?

of course that i'm really really happy..no need to ask me how happy i am ><

this time, their music styles are kinda different for their usual styles and their MV looks so classy

they came back with "Smoky Girl" song which is the main song along with other tracks including for "Sexy Beat(intro) <------ seriously the sexiest intro

Celebrate, Pretty Girl, R U OK? and the last one is Dress Up"

you can say that their tittle songs are kinda different from other songs right?

this is how unique our BLAQies songs are

their comeback song is really good but sadly they didn't win ANY AWARD TT_____TT

it's just no matter how sad we are (A+), but i know that uri MBLAQ is sadder than us

seriously i just wish i can do something for them..i'm still remember G.O's words in one of MBLAQ's fanmeetings

he said that he's thankful to A+ who have worked hard to love, support and vote them.

the reason why they didn't win any award,  not even 1% is A+ fault

it's all their faults...if only they can make great songs instead thess ones

and he kept saying sorry to A+ that time

i could see the sadness in his eyes when he talked that time

it totally broke my heart to watch him like that..i really hate when he kept saying sorry when MBLAQ is great for me already..nothing bad with them

i know, they must get hurted after they have put all their best in their comeback this time after a long time

you know, G.O said..they have composed more than 100 songs for this comeback and they choose the best ones to add for their album

this showed how hardworking they are

but it's too sad that they're underrated

i just don't get why people are being so mean to them

they're perfect enough for me

they're talented, naturally handsome (didn't do any plastic surgery like many kpop artists did since a beautician said MBLAQ is the only group that all the members are naturally handsome) good singers, good dancers, funny, dorky, have good relationship between members, good personalities, caring with each other, polite 

and the most important thing is all their songs are in ABSOLUTE QUALITY

like their group's name, Music Boys Live in Absolute Quality

so, i will never understand why people not really pay attention to them

i found nothing wrong with them

that's why i will always choose QUALITY over QUANTITY/POPULARITY since Quality is much meaningful

but still, i really hate on how music shows give award based on QUANTITY/POPULARITY, not QUALITY

i want to tell you guys that i'm different from other kpoppers

I JUST LOVE WHAT I LOVE, NOT LOVE WHAT PEOPLE LOVE

it doesn't matter how popular the group is, if they have no quality..i will never ever like them

for me, i judge music by their songs and voices (QUALITY)..not based on good looking face or which company they came from

i don't care wether they're from big company of small company

QUALITY is my first priority
for me, there's no point being a singer if you don't even know how to sing well

i don't care what people will said about me, this is my choice and my own thought

i know how hurt they are when they lost to others because of POPULARITY

but still,  for me MBLAQ had produced the best quality of songs already
i really hope that you will get your happiness someday

please don't forget that i and other A+ will always love and support you guys with all of our hearts

since we know you guys better that others

i think that's all for today and i will update my blog again next time

and lastly, FIGHTING to my lovely MBLAQ!!! :DDD

keep your smile and be happy always :)

- Annyeonghigaseyo ^^ -