Sunday, 21 July 2013

PLEASE DON'T T_____________T









        such a sad day..gloomy day
i'm trying my best to not thinking about this
but someone has brought that issue back
my heart just can't be help, it just feel sadder than it was
i wish i could stay strong, but i can't do it anymore
i may look strong outside, but i'm so sensitive inside
maybe people don't really know this fact despite of my playful character, cheerful character and also since i love to joke a lot
now, i'm just too afraid...and so tired of getting hurt again
too many things happened..it's just me who knows it
all people that i love always leave me
even since before
one of the reasons why i don't really want to be close with anyone
because it hurts me too much when they leave me 
and it's hurting me more when i know that they will leave me soon
time has passed quickly..just left 1 year already before they will leave me for real
i always hope that thing will always stay this way
but i know, it will just happen in my dream
i thought i have found my true happiness, but sadly it just for a while
only in this short time
i wish it can be longer that it was...i really really wish it
i dont know what to think anymore
my heart was totally broken into pieces 
it drives me nuts whenever i think about it
i also hate when i know that i can't do what people too
i couldn't bear to wait for that day to come
seriously, i don't even want it to happen anyways
this one is too much for me to handle
this sorrow heart of mine..please be okay T___T



Saturday, 20 July 2013

LOVE WHAT I LOVE, NOT LOVE WHAT PEOPLE LOVE





Annyeonghaseyo and G.Ood Morning since now is 3.20 in the morning already ><
so, how are you? hope that you're always fine
it had been a long time since my last update because i'm so lazy to update my blog XD
wonder what i would like to tell to you guys this time? *just hearing the wind blow, lol
however, it's okay because i will write this one even though there is no one to read it *poor soul
actually my topic this time is about the only kpop group that i love
it's MBLAQ 
in last June, finally they have made their comeback after 1 years and half
so, what do i feel about it?
of course that i'm really really happy..no need to ask me how happy i am ><
this time, their music styles are kinda different for their usual styles and their MV looks so classy
they came back with "Smoky Girl" song which is the main song along with other tracks including for "Sexy Beat(intro) <------ seriously the sexiest intro
Celebrate, Pretty Girl, R U OK? and the last one is Dress Up"
you can say that their tittle songs are kinda different from other songs right?
this is how unique our BLAQies songs are
their comeback song is really good but sadly they didn't win ANY AWARD TT_____TT
it's just no matter how sad we are (A+), but i know that uri MBLAQ is sadder than us
seriously i just wish i can do something for them..i'm still remember G.O's words in one of MBLAQ's fanmeetings
he said that he's thankful to A+ who have worked hard to love, support and vote them.
the reason why they didn't win any award,  not even 1% is A+ fault
it's all their faults...if only they can make great songs instead thess ones
and he kept saying sorry to A+ that time
i could see the sadness in his eyes when he talked that time
it totally broke my heart to watch him like that..i really hate when he kept saying sorry when MBLAQ is great for me already..nothing bad with them
i know, they must get hurted after they have put all their best in their comeback this time after a long time
you know, G.O said..they have composed more than 100 songs for this comeback and they choose the best ones to add for their album
this showed how hardworking they are
but it's too sad that they're underrated
i just don't get why people are being so mean to them
they're perfect enough for me
they're talented, naturally handsome (didn't do any plastic surgery like many kpop artists did since a beautician said MBLAQ is the only group that all the members are naturally handsome) good singers, good dancers, funny, dorky, have good relationship between members, good personalities, caring with each other, polite 
and the most important thing is all their songs are in ABSOLUTE QUALITY
like their group's name, Music Boys Live in Absolute Quality
so, i will never understand why people not really pay attention to them
i found nothing wrong with them
that's why i will always choose QUALITY over QUANTITY/POPULARITY since Quality is much meaningful
but still, i really hate on how music shows give award based on QUANTITY/POPULARITY, not QUALITY
i want to tell you guys that i'm different from other kpoppers
I JUST LOVE WHAT I LOVE, NOT LOVE WHAT PEOPLE LOVE
it doesn't matter how popular the group is, if they have no quality..i will never ever like them
for me, i judge music by their songs and voices (QUALITY)..not based on good looking face or which company they came from
i don't care wether they're from big company of small company
QUALITY is my first priority
for me, there's no point being a singer if you don't even know how to sing well
i don't care what people will said about me, this is my choice and my own thought
i know how hurt they are when they lost to others because of POPULARITY
but still,  for me MBLAQ had produced the best quality of songs already
i really hope that you will get your happiness someday
please don't forget that i and other A+ will always love and support you guys with all of our hearts
since we know you guys better that others
i think that's all for today and i will update my blog again next time
and lastly, FIGHTING to my lovely MBLAQ!!! :DDD
keep your smile and be happy always :)


- Annyeonghigaseyo ^^ -

Friday, 14 December 2012

BLAME ON THE RIGHT PERSON!

----- Assalamu'alaikum -----




annyeonghaseyo ^^
how are you today?
today i have something to tell about
know what?
of course about incident last night
all football fans must know what happened right?
i mean for malaysian fans
i know that we are lost plus with that UNFAIR REFEREE <---- I DONT LIKE HIM TOO
but why people have to blame on KPOP?
as far as i know, KPOP is music genre..not a SPORT
before that you also have to know
KOREA is divided into two..one is South Korea and the other one North Korea
that referee is from NORTH KOREA...not from SOUTH KOREA
for those non-kpopers, if you want to know
KPOP is from SOUTH KOREA, not NORTH KOREA
so why you have to blame on KPOP? WAE???
it just that referee's fault for being unfair in the game
hey guys, please blame on the right person
why must to bring KPOP in this matter???
I JUST DONT GET IT
moreover, in a simple word that we can describe in Malay "tak sebulu" or not match in English
between South Korea and North Korea
and one more thing, if you dont know anything..please dont talk
if you say those harsh words, you make our team win? not right
just because of that person, you want to blame all of them?
"IT'S NOT FAIR YOU KNOW"
i'm not saying this because just because i'm kpop lover
but it also because i hate this kind of condition
i hate when people blame on innocent people, talk bad about them
just imagine how do you feel if you who is blamed for thing that you never do?
I RESPECT YOU, FOOTBALL'S FANS
but can you RESPECT us too??? i mean it
it's your right to choose what you love
but please keep your manner
because of manner, it shows how people will judge us
then you should think about that too
i dont to want to create any fanwar
just want to tell the truth
ONLY THIS

~ annyeong hi gaseyo ~



Thursday, 6 December 2012

New Update ^^

  ----- Assalamu'alaikum -----


annyeonghaseyo ^^
hello guys
seems like i didnt post any story for a long time right?
wanna know why? hehe
because i'm too busy with MBLAQ especially G.O, lol
i always lazy to write any story
but today i got a new spirit to post something today
then i will write
still, something that i want to tell today also relates with MBLAQ :D
guess what? dont feel pressure yet
absolutely with my dream to complete my MBLAQ's album collection
when i think about money..argghh it really drives me crazy
dont know where find that..then they already released their official MBLAQ Season Greeting 2013
i want it so bad
but the situation dont allow me to do that
then what should i do now?
if during school days, i will get allowance from my parents
i will save all of them to buy album that i want
i cant do that anymore since now is school holidays
it tortures me..of course i cant ask my parents to buy it for me
i'm really jealous to those who can always buy the albums as much as they want
it's okay some of them have to work part time job
but work can i do? I JUST A HIGH SCHOOL STUDENT, lol
now i'm still waiting for MBLAQ Your Luv and Mona Lisa Style DVD to arrive
for my Your Luv, the album got delayed because they said their supplier in process to collect the stock
i just cant get why it has to be when it comes to mine
i mean it already two times i ordered from them, and the same thing happen to me again
futhermore, the batch after me was already arrived *HOT HOT HOT
my order expected to arrive this friday or saturday..maybe i will get it in next week
and for Mona Lisa Style DVD , i'm still not sure when it will be arrive
get tired to waiting all of this
NOW, let's go for next topic
did you noticed something?
I'VE CHANGED MY NEW HEADER *congratulation
HAHA
G.O is very handsome+cute right? <3
i cant wait him in DRAMATIC BLUE for SBS Gayo Daejun project this year
he's so cute in blue outfit >_<
seriously he's so busy this year..start with MBLAQ COMEBLAQ in the early of this year
then for Hello Baby
and cameo for Strongest Kpop Survival as a group, M1
G.O and Mir participated to sing OST for that drama, "I Already Know" which is composed by G.O and another composer
the lyrics was written by G,O and for the rap part i think it's Mir
also G.O as cameo in Salamander The Guru drama..HAHA he is being a stalker XD
then G.O was casted in drama which is called as "Ghost/Phantom" (Yurong)
he acted as young detective in that drama, Detective Lee Tae Kyun *cuteness overload
i miss him in that drama
and the most happiest thing is that drama was aired on my birthday date May, 30th :DDDDDDDDDDDD
for drama that i've been waiting for because of G.O, LOL
i think i need to buy OST for that drama
morever MBLAQ sing a song as OST, "We Were Both In Love"
G.O's voice awesome and soulful as always
hopefully in future i can watch him in K-Drama as a hero because he just be a support cast in Ghost
not a main actor
but he did a great job with it
A+ especially G.Oddess really proud of him
after that he's busy for other MBLAQ members preparing for their THE BLAQ% TOUR around asia,
started in Indonesia(Jakarta) and then Japan(Tokyo), Korea(Seoul), Thailand(Bangkok), Taiwan(Taipei) and lastly to Japan again, in Yokohama
also for they BLAQ% TOUR, MBLAQ sub-unit also debut with their song "Wild" *SEXY song
for their sub unit, theres only two member, G.O(Main Vocalist) and Mir(Main Rapper)
when they in Tokyo they've filmed for their new variety show, MBLAQ IDOL MANAGER
it has 13 episode and it's already end early in Nov
i miss them, miss their jokes, appereances especially their dorkiness
they're really funny...the thing that i love about them the most is they just being themselves epspecially in the variety show..just show their true selves
also when they have BLAQ TOUR in Taipei, G.O also get back as permanent member in Immortal Song 2
he really showed mature performance as he promised
in his second week in IS2, he won with 392 votes
and of course I'M REALLY REALLY HAPPY THAT TIME
now he has stopped for a while his activities in IS2
i dont know when he will get back..hopefully it will be soon
because i miss to listen his voice in that show since MBLAQ already postponed their COMEBLAQ in next year..dont know when it will be
then he also be as a main actor in Ailee(rookie singer also with a great voice) MV, I will Show You
i love that song too...dont feel shock because i watched that MV more that 50 times, lol
because of G.O
he's too handsome and cute..his role in that MV in NAPPEUN NAMJA(Bad Man)
who got cheated with his girlfriend with another girl, keke
also that song is daebak too..i love that song
and my brother fell in love with Ailee when i show him that MV for the first time HAHA XD
G.O also be as a runaway model with Cheon Dung
but they be model in different day
G.O looks very handsome and stylish <3
then he do a collaboration for Primary new album "LP Messanger"
Primary is one of famous producers in Korea
he sings a song which is entitled as I'm Back with Double K and Yankie
his voice is really heartwarming
also some sweet memories in this year are i've celebrated MBLAQ 3rd Anniversary and G.O's birthday on twitter
for MBLAQ, i edited a picture for them...congrate them and keep trending with other A+ #3yearswithMBLAQ
and for G.O's birthday, i send tweet to incluidng the wishes him almost 50 tweets, lol
we, A+ keep trending #HappyGOday26
i also make a video for his birthday
lately G.O and  Seungho were casted in a musical in Japan, "Gwanghwamun Sonata"
they have the same role as Hyun Woo but act in diffirent time *of course
and they will be togother for that musical in January in next year
one more thing, i've been waiting for Music Bank in Chile will be aired in KBS World channel
even though i already watched it on Youtube, but it's not same as watch in on TV..hehe
in that, MBLAQ perfom their song This Is War and Mona Lisa(G.O sings his part in Mona Lisa in Latin, lucky fans)
they also have for their special solo performance...Seungho, Cheon Dung and Mir perfomed Latin dance with After School..Joon dance ballet with Rania or AS member(i'm not really sure) and the last G.O sings Livin La Vida Loca and two Rania member(as dancers)
recently G.O and Mir also replaced Ryeowook and another suju meber as DJ on Super Junior Kiss The Radio
I LOVE G.O'S NEW HAIRSTYLE...but i love the previous one too
G.O with new one is so cute..with the previous haistyle is so handsome
also G.O was attended to a few variety show that i havent tell as GO Show
G.O and his fellow members Joon and Cheon Dung in Mister Miss Idol Korea Show
MBLAQ in Oh Happy Day!, Gurupop Show Episode 5, All The Kpop
and more
Joon and Mir also busy with their schedule too
i really hope that all of them can get enough rest before their COMEBLAQ especially G.O
I LOVE YOU MBLAQ..I LOVE YOU G.O
i will always support all of you..till now you have done a very very great job
I'M PROUD OF YOU - from A+ 

annyeong hi gaseyo ^^ ~
SMILE ALWAYS :)








Monday, 8 October 2012

In Process To Achieve My Dream

--- Assalamu'alaikum ---





annyeonghaseyo :D
how are you, guy?
hopefully all of you in good condition now
i wanna ask you, do you still remember something about me?
actually today i want to update the latest news about my dream to collect all MBLAQ albums
guess what? did i really achieve it?
not really, but i will complete since i already be so determined about it, keke
i just can't buy it frequently because i'm afraid that my mother will angry about this...as a way to be careful from that situation
now i already have 7 MBLAQ albums in my collection
for the past week, i just ordered for MBLAQ Blaq Style 3D Edition
i'm really really excited about it because it's already out of stock in mostly shop
but since i already found in one online shop in my country, i just grab this chance to buy it
and then i will buy for MBLAQ Your Luv Normal Edition
let's we see if i have extra money i will buy for Limited Edition one for MBLAQ Your Luv and Baby U!
and for next year, i will save money to buy for their since i have none of them, it kinda sad right?
i really wish i can complete for all of them
and now i just waiting for my new shelf to put my love MBLAQ albums :DDDDDD
here the proof >>>>>

MBLAQ First Single Album - Just Blaq




MBLAQ Second Single Album - Y




MBLAQ First Album (Full Album) - Blaq Style




MBLAQ Third Mini Album - Mona Lisa




MBLAQ Second Japanese Album - Baby U! (Normal Edition)




MBLAQ Fourth Mini Album - 100% Ver




MBLAQ Repackaged Album - Blaq% Ver





you saw it already right???
i wish i can complete my collection soon and start to buy for their merchandise too because now i just focus only for their albums and DVDs (Men In MBLAQ Live Concert, Mona Lisa Style and This Is War Music Story)
seriously i cant wait for their next COMEBLAQ
it must be really daebak
actually it will be in this month, October
but they postponed it because for their busy their schedule
they just finished their BLAQ% TOUR AROUND ASIA (start with Indonesia (Jakarta), Thailand (Bangkok), Korea (Seoul), Japan(Tokyo and Yokohama) and Taiwan (Taipei)
and now their filming for their new variety show, MBLAQ IDOL MANAGER
actually i already watched it till 7th episode and this week will be 8th
i really really love MBLAQ especially G.O <3
here their variety shows list that i've been watched it:
MBLAQ IDOL ARMY
MBLAQ RAISING IDOL
MBLAQ STAR HEADS TO SCHOOL
MBLAQ SESAME PLAYER
MBLAQ HELLO BABY
MBLAQ IDOL MANAGER(currently variety show)
our BLAQies are really really busy this year
i hope their get enough sleep and rest especially for G.O
he had filmed for "Ghost" drama which was end in August and for their BLAQ% TOUR
then now for MBLAQ IDOL MANAGER
besides, he also back as permanent member in Immortal Song 2
this week will 6th episode
truly listening to his voice really gives me a warm feeling
i really love his powerful and emotional voice
i think he deserves more attention from what he got now
and one thing, from many kpop idol voices, i just found only him with that voice
i can't find someone who sounds like him
seriously i'm not just saying this because i love him only, but this is the fact
besides, he is also handsome, cute, smart, caring, kind, loving, dorky, great actor, king of pokerface(LOL) and he knows how to treat people
morever, i just got news for a few day ago that he will be main actor in new Ailee's music video
it just my dream becomes true :DDDDDD
even though it's not for MBLAQ's music video
but still, i'm really grateful about that
i'm also hope that there will be a chance for him to mai actor for MBLAQ's music video in future
i'm so happy because finally G.O got recognised by his great acting in "Ghost'

chingu, i think i should stop and go to study right now
please looking forward for my next story
and please remember that i always love G.O too, keke

A+

annyeong hi gaseyo ~

smile always :)