MY TRUE FEELINGS

----- Assalamualaikum -----

Annyeonghaseyo and hello guys :)

it's been a while since my last post, right?

the actual reason is because i'm so lazy to write anything...morever, i have no topic to talk about

but for today, i'd have one

but i'm not going to reveal everything regarding this

i don't know, but this is how i do feel about

after considering over these years..either for current or past

i really want to go back to 2012 the most

i love this year very much

so many things happened

everything was perfect on this year

this year was definitely G.O's year

suck, i miss 2012 badly T________T

started with MBLAQ's comeback, their follow stage, G.O's cameo, G.O's drama, MBLAQ's tour, their variety shows, G.O's winning in Immortal Song 2, G.O's collaboration, G.O's appearance as male lead actor in Ailee's MV, G.O's hairstyles which I LOVE THE MOST especially his blonde hair and his haircut from Ailee's MV

i'm not saying that i don't like his haircut now

but still, i love those two hairstyles the most

i wish i can turn back the time

his haircut collection in 2012 seriously the best ones

i love every single of them

i can't even put into words how much i miss this year

G.O is my ultimate bias, so i really want THE BEST for him

he deserves much attention and recognition more than he did now

i'm not saying this because i'm a hardcore fan of him, but he's really a great namja

he succeed on touching my heart with his beautiful and emotional voice instead of having such a powerful vocal

he attracted me with his handsome and cute face ♥♥♥

he gave me many enjoyful moments by his sense of humour

he never failed to impress me with his abilities in composing songs and acting 

and he's very a well-mannered guy

so what's more do you want to ask from him?

HE'S JUST SIMPLY FLAWLESS

i always hope that may everything goes well him 

although i know that sometimes, things don't really happen according to what we wanted in the first place

but there was a fact that hurted me the most even until now

the fact that G.O is suffering from NARCELOPSY DISODER

yaa...i'm totally went speechless about this :(

and this is THE SADDEST THING ever T______T

i hope that everything will be alright for him, he has gone through so many hardships before

i'm not going to say what it is actually since this is a very sensitive topic *sorry but i can't tell you the real thing

but when i got to know him better, about his past and current life

i've a very better understanding of him, more than anyone else because i put my focus only for him

maybe some people don't really care or notice it, but i do

even from small things until the biggest ones, i'd care all of them

although he's my ultimate bias, i never have the thought or dreaming of marrying him

it's because i always know who i am and this is so impossible to happen

he's korean, and i'm malaysian..you can tell the different just by looking at it...and he doesn't even know me XDDD

all i want is for him to be happy

i mean for his TRUE HAPPINESS since many bad things happened to him

i hate when he's in sad condition because i'll feel the same thing too

HE'S A STRONG MAN

for being able to grin his teeth, continue to smile, make jokes and keep going despite his hardness all this time

i'm so proud of you G.O oppa and i want you to acknowledge that, arasso?

so, for upcoming seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks, months and years

I HOPE ALL THE BEST FOR YOU ^^

i appreciate all your hard works and efforts all the time

you have done a very very G.Ood job until now...well done oppa

then, please do me a favor

to always have that lively side within yourself and please keep your beautiful smile always

even though there is no one for you, you must bear these words of mine in your mind :

I always and will always love and support you with all of my heart

but don't worry since there many G.Orgeous out there ><

lastly, G.Ood Luck and FIGHTING oppa!!! :D
사랑 해요 <333